But listen, recently I've discovered the art of video chatting with people I don't know and doing various things with them.simple answer, i was fortunate to have a computer without a cam so i got rid of my cam and it really helped, in fact, it totally stopped even my tendencies towards it.All of these things can and do happen to some people, but that's a pretty small minority.But, particularly with webcamming, you're dealing with a complicated set of stimuli and emotions, and although there isn't a lot of data out there on this yet, from what I've been able to discern, webcamming may carry a higher risk of habituation and/or dependency.
With every attempt, there has been another failure. I have not taken it as seriously as I should honestly.
I am literally physically injured right now, sorry TMI. Write her a poem, using your heightened arousal for inspiration.
I am only 23yo and I have a long way to go in figuring myself out and overcoming this Bullshit. Work out or otherwise improve yourself physically until she notices and really likes the results.
I know it's not easy, but maybe understanding your need to continually go back to it will help.
At any rate, I wish you the best of luck, and I hope you figure out what you need to do! I am just grateful i didnt physically "act out" which would make everything much worse.
see bro, i want to be in a relationship, not just have someone who wants sex at my beckon call.